So baby I just wanted to let you know that a huge weight was lifted off my shoulders. Im not doing car seats tonight. Maybe im being avoidant or maybe I know it’s not a good idea. I think its not a good idea and I know my self well I think. I have been with myself for almost 31 years. Anyway my depressed mood is slightly better knowing that I don’t have to see three (most likely adorable) pregnant women and put in there infant car seats. One of which is the same kind as yours. So I feel less stressed in this moment. I think its for the better today. The person I switched with has them in two weeks, and they are mostly older baby seats not infant ones. Max even if I need to convince my self I made the right decision, well then I will convince myself!
I need to run tonight, work out something. I also need to make some juice. I need to be productive, and not give in to my desire to go underthe covers and sleep. (but I am tired! Im actually still going into work extra early).
Yes baby now that I am no longer doing car seats tonight, I have to do something productive and beneficial. That’s what I will do for you and I tonight. I will talk to you later little love. (Still at work, im leaving regular time)
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