Hey my love, still have no power.  i can see my breath in the living room, crazy. its nice under the blankets with beanz. its been a long couple days between missing you and no power. im sorry now for everything i have written you . ii wrote you a lot these past few days. its hard to type a lot on the phone, so i guess this will be it for now. i hope we get power soon cause i miss you. your dad went to his moms to work, im to stubborn to go anywhere. so its beanz, and i alone with my thoughts. its crazy how much harder things are when your dads not here. i seem to cry more. max i dont think i ever cryed this much in my life. well hopefull ill have pewer back tomorrow. good thing for this fancy phone. except i keep having to charge it in my car. well my nice neighbors brought me food they have a generator, im hungry so maybe ill decide to eat it. well i cant wait to send you the message i have been writting all weekend. i need to save the phone. i love you baby boy.