Hi Max other the my headache, I had a much better day. Having these ok days in between the emotional ones keep me going. It's like my brain/body/you/god know that I can only handle so much at one time and in order to keep moving forward I need a mental break. Also your dad has been real sad. It's my turn to help him the way he helps me everyday. I hate so much when he gets sad, I hate seeing any one upset but especially him.
One more work day and then the weekend. I assume in heaven there's no days of the week, there is no looking forward to the end of the week. That everyday is good and you are always at peace. If heaven is everything I pretend it is I'm mind, that it must be amazing. Someday I will meet you again, I hope.
I really am thankful for these days. I should have gone to the gym since I was feeling better. It is kind of funny that on a better emotional day I feel like I'm getting another migraine.
Baby boy I have to get up even earlier then the normal early. I need to be at work around 615 instead of 630. So I'm going to try and go to sleep soon. I wish I got to see you I my dreams, I wish I knew you were ok. I wish , wish wish.....
I love you Max baby.
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