Well Max baby it's 2012 now, I wish you were here. But still the year is over. I hope this year is better, but in all reality unless the same exact thing happens (which is possible) it can't be worse. It's going to continue to be hard, but hopefully not worse. It can't rain all the time-right?
Last night your dad and I watched a marathon of the Big Bang Theory in bed and we were asleep by midnight. We are not much into partying. But it was a good night for us. We talked a lot and played words with friends, with each other. I won! Even though your dad is a much better speller, I always beat him at scrabble type games. Ha ha I think he is the only one I ever beat!
Max I sleep well last night, but I had this dream. I was going up our bedroom steps and there was a toad in the corner of one of the steps, he was just sitting there. I went to go take a picture and when I went to bring my phone up to capture him, he was gone. I looked around he was no where. Max what does this mean. Is it my brain making it up in my sleep or is it you. I want it to be you. If it was, thanks. Even though I could not get a picture, I liked seeing the toad. Ha ha the funny part is the stuff piled on the steps was also in my dream.
Max today we have to go to my moms house for Christmas. I'm in a better mood today then on actual Christmas day. I will have distractions, my nieces, I'm bringing Beanz so he can play with the doggies. I will have to keep an eye on them because I'm the only one that seems to know how to train the dogs (my moms) Also Beanz does not get people food, but at her house everyone tries to give it to him. So I have to watch out for that. He has a very sensitive stomach and strict diet, they don't have to deal with a sick dog later! Ha it's not pleasant! It's nice outside so I can hide outside. As long as no one tries to be all sensitive and want to express things with me it should be ok. It will just be my mom and one of the twins I need to worry about. I really want to have fun with the kids and not have an emotional drama. As of right now I'm actually in a decent mood. Also in a hyper mood. I wish I could breath because it's a good day for a run. I hate how when I get sick, and it's over my asthma acts up for weeks afterwards. Max I wonder if you would have had bad asthma and allergies like me or if you would have been healthy as an ox like your dad. I wonder those things a lot.
I think I'm going to take Beanz for a walk. I love you.
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