Hi baby boy. So far today is ok. Your daddy and I went out for breakfast and then to the grocery store together. It was actually kind of nice. He is napping now. I have off tomorrow, so that's another good thing. I need to bring my car back in the morning to get inspected and then I have to go to the obgyn for the yearly appointment. I wish I did not have to, but because i rescheduled its with the nurse practitioner. I'm not sure if thats good or bad. We then have to meet with the doctor at RSI about the failure of the frozen embryos, and the next step. So even though I'm off it's going to be a busy day.
I worked a lot on your book today. I did about 5 pages. It's does not should like much, but it took me a while. I wish you were able to see it. The book made me sad and happy all at the same time. It makes me miss you even more then I do. But at the same time I love making things. Even more so making things for you. For some reason making things about you, is comforting.
Over all today is a lazy day. But that's ok. I really miss you and i wish you were here with me. I wish you and your dad could take a nap together. I wish for so much, but really that wish all revolves around one wish-you!
Max im sad, but im ok.
I also have been working on ideas for the hand and feet molds to give to theNCIU.
Right now though, I'm just taking a lazy break writing to you.
I love you.
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