Mac baby I'm super moody tonight! I'm sure I'm not being the best to be around, but I'm so cranky! I'm really missing you, the reality that you will be gone for 8 months come Monday really sucks. I have been looking at your face and inspecting your perfect Hands and feet. I just feel so lost and empty. I miss you and I don't know if this feeling will ever go away.

I love you.