Today was another beautiful day baby boy and I love it. I know your always with me, but I really feel like I feel you so much more, when I can be outside. I went on a long walk with Beanz and the clouds where amazing, I just knew it had to be you. Still no toads yet though. I really wonder if your going to send them back to me, or if that was just for after you died. I feel more peacefully these past two days being able to be outside.

I love you so much, I heard your song today, and I just started crying! Hearing it really made me happy!