Hello Max baby. Today was decent. I'm so tired though. Im in a parinod mood tonight. My mind is so full of anxiety about your sister.

Max I have been thinking of things I can do for your birthday. Maybe I'll take all of your blankets that were given to me for you and turn them into a big blanket. You were never in them but they were for you.

I hope I sleep tonight. I had dreams about you last night. In my dreams you where still dead, but I still dreamed about you.