Another really hard day. I'm sorry I'm always telling you it's a bad day. I'm just very emotional today and struggling. Your sister is giving me pains that really scare me, to the point where I almost called the doctor. But I'm very moody and stressed out. So I think it contributed to the cramps when we got home we went for a small walk and that helped.

Max we went to case-faces fundraiser tonight I'm so emotional drained. I was almost at my peak before the game . I felt like a zombie that could barely keep it together . Your poor daddy!

I'm an emotional mess tonight. Time for sleep I'll tell you about everything tomorrow. I'm really missing you... Oh and I saw your daddy staring at your pictures. I know he misses you also.