hello my little love. Today was ok. Tonight seems to be hard though. I kind of messed up. Somedays its    just so hard. I felt so gross. Oh well.

( side not I have head phones to my belly like I did with you playing music, and your sister is moving all over. I hope she is moving because she likes it not because she wants me to turn it off)

I went to the doctors today because of this really bad tailbone pain. Everything is ok though. Its normal I guess. I was told subsequent pregnancies tend to be much more uncomfortable then the first. I must say Max baby, I loved being pregnant with you. It was so easy and amazing.

Max baby I miss you and im sorry I messed up tonight. It will be ok though. I love you so very much my little love.

THank you for watching over your daddy, watching over me and watching over your little sister. I love and am so grateful to you.