Hello baby boy. 10 months today since you were born and died! I miss you so very much. Somedays it seems harder and harder. I took so many pictures I can't wait to show you, but I need to wait till I'm home. I have so much to tell you but again I need to wait because I need to use the computer. It was real hard this weekend but peaceful. There was do many baby's that seemed your age.

Max I love you and can't go through this again with your sister. I love you and tomorrow I have lots to tell and show you.