Hello baby boy. Today was better emotional, but right now im starting to get real anxious again. Tomorrow is really starting to worry me. I know how much that can go wrong now. Im just very scared. Im scared that something will be wrong with your sibling. Im nervous to learn if this one is another boy. Over all Im scared. When I had your 20 week ultrasound I was so excited, I looked forward to it. Everything was wonderful with you. That day was wonderful. I miss you. I know you will be with me tomorrow. I love you!
Max Im very scared for what they could possibly tell me tomorrow.
I wish I could take a drug to shut my brain off.
I love you
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