Max, I felt you today. Did you hear me call your name when I was in the c-section. I was so scared. Your sister is almost perfect ( you were perfect) , thank you. And thank you to all the angels watching from above.

I miss you do much. Your sister Alex looks do much like you. You both have your daddy's lips and my feet! She looks like you but a smaller version ( even though you weighed less)

I can't sleep. Your sister r is sleeping she has been for almost 3 hrs. I had them check on her. I think I'm just scared  and in fear she will die. I no I need sleep but my head is racing.

Today was sad and happy. I'm so in love with you both. Missing you and in awe over what she looks like,