Baby boy I have not talked to you in s while. Or I should say I have to written to you. The holidays are really getting hard for me. I guess I am just assuming it would be easier this year but it is not at all.
Should I be more into Christmas because your sister is here. I'm not. I don't feel like I'm letting her down because she will never remember this. As long as I get a first Christmas photo, it will be I for her future memories
I hate that I don't write you as much. I hope you don't feel like I love you less.
Life is so weird, I grieve so much for you, while trying to be the beset mom possible for Alex.
It's so challenging. Managing motherhood to an alive baby while still living for you.
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