I'm missing you a lot right now, I feel do sad without you. Our first family event with Alex is tomorrow. Of course they will be all about her. I wish you were here demanding attention.

I'm real worried about your sister. She has some hip problem and we have to go back to the specialist on Tuesday. The best will be us she has to wear a brace, the worst surgery. Please watch over her.

Max I just cried. Will missing you ever get easier. It does not seem like it.

I don't know if I told you, but the guy that took the photos if you after you died, well we had him come and take family photos of us and Alex. Of course you included my love

Your dad is a stressed mess and now worried about your sister. Something good needs to happen for him. I really hope he hears positive news.

Max baby I need a sign that your still with me.